its my story.

boring day
Friday, August 24, 2007

assalamualaikum
peace be upon youu

hmm tday not much thang happened
just hang ard in my room infront of lapp
looking at pple's frenster and blogs
later tonite maybe will be gg thru youtube

tmr not gg silat AGAIN
sheesh
i hafta go to SP CONVENTION CENTRE
take my bursary
its a grand event la i tink
gt seat number lagi and must dress formally
den gt reception. aha all tis is in the letter but i havent go yet. DOTS
so maybe gg wit zaf and her mum since my mum is werking

and hey, the song tat is on my blog NICE rite? hee
its my fav song for now.
next tym if i gt a new fav song i put it in the background again.

tday while surfing all the frenster and blogs
i gt into tis person's..
my last tym crush. hee stil the same sehh
gt gf aedy and she is sweet.
hee nice2

have you ever wonder how life can be so funny?
it only takes u to re act wat u have done and everything seem like a joke to u..
get it? ok if u look at the past, u will larf at how silly u are
and fer me .. HELL YEAH i wil larf cos i had too much embarrasing moments. hmm i dunnoe why im even talking bout tis. im just missing the past i guess. and i need someone to relive tat past wit me. who? who?
i myself also dunoe. everyone is moving on. but here in my room, alone.. im always thinking..wen am i moving on.how am i suppose to move on? wit who shld i start ferst? hmmm questions questions..unanswered qns.
can i change? yes i can but not everything. syimah stil wan the crazy me.and i tink most of u wil too. but haizz ok tis is freaky. no one really know im like tis.cos im always SMILING.and LARFING besides my dazing tym wen i usually put up my belo face.so aniways, yah.. ive not been talking to the usual guys.yup no more.just azri,hassan and mizan. itupon kat msn je.which is so skejap. mostly, im ALONE. yaa seem shocking to someone.but hey tis is me.

and to tat someone, why must u always look down on me and talk to me tat way? so ok, i did all those bad things but hello? tat is like months and months ago.u moved on. so move.and wen i say im sad, why mus u give me tat reaction?and wen i say im changed.WHY TAT REACTION? haiz ure too happy tat im like tis rite? ya cos YOU made me tis way.u went in, u screw it up and u went back out and now into another girl's. (and guys, its LIFE im talking about. not tat dirty thing =)) okok its been such a waste of tym missing u. and yes I WILL MOVE ON .. slowlyy

am i suppose to search fer tat special someone who wil make my life more meaningful? or go thru it alone?

hanya tuhan saje yg tau ape yg ade dalam hati dan jiwa ini..

SEE, I TOLD U TO EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. I KNOE..
IT DOESNT sound like me at all but hey a blog is to write about wat u really feel rite. and wat im feeling now is like wat i wrote. so.. yahh, expect more of these emo posts in the near future. but of course, i wont bore u wit these every single day. haha
life is a JOY anyway.
RITE?

ok spread the LOVE

LOVElife @ 4:33 PM