its my story.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008

the wackiest 3
:)

my ci group
BRAVO!

candid photo during POP
:)

and thanks to zaf!
for this new skin

and guess wat?
today i received 5 msgs abt the puasa thing
EXACTLY same msg
being forwarded by 5different pple
wth
please be original darlings
make a new msg
:)

andand
tmr puasa!
but....
i cant.
and im sooooo sad ahhhhh
:(

and and and
i hope i can sleep today.

:)

LOVElife @ 11:15 PM

im done with you.
full-stop.
just remember our deal.

LOVElife @ 7:17 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2008

feat. eric's hand

we're the opposites!
(as in the black and the white)

so, npcc in the morning
and bursary ceremony at sp in the afternoon
hmm this year, i dunno anyone seh from the grp of nyp people.
i only know 3 pple from this year's group

so anyway,
people!
guess what day is tomorrow?
faster guess!

he is coming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
wohoooooooooooooooooo
yes ah yes ah yes ah
yes ah yes ah yes ah yes ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
he is finally flying home tmr and insyaAllah landing safely at 3.10pm at terminal 1.wwwwooooohhhhhoooooooo
after 9 gruelling days!
this is the only night i have been waiting for
i am sooooooooooooo gona sleep early tonight!

oh mannn
i miss him alot.
i cant wait. i cant wait. i cant wait. i cant wait!
:)
:)
:)

okay.
loveLIFE!
:)

LOVElife @ 10:28 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

shopping at toa payoh
shopping again at woodlands
zuhor at an-nur
simpang bedok for late lunch
fried kway teow
carrotcake
pasta
asar at masjid al-taqua
window shopped again at bedok
bus ride accompanied by chinese 7o'clock show thanks to tv mobile
mrt and walk back home accompanied by fauzin

3 more days to goooo
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i soooo cant waiiiiit!
:)

and tmr dates wit
*azriazhar
*francis
:)

but can i go? on sunday?
i wana go!!!!!!
:(

today's show all best2
haizz
sleeping late again tonite
goodbye!

loveLIFE!

LOVElife @ 10:52 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

the fireworks night

the day he's gone
:)
i mean
:(

haha
i miss him

im sooo proud to say
that im not crying
at least not anytime soon
heh

cant wait for sundaaaaay!
:)

for now, i have
get smart
barbie and the diamond castle
high school musical the concert
doraemon comics
to keep me company

yeay!
:)

okay
and i just got myself a pink levi's bag
PINK
i know. wth kan?
levi's lagiiii
its nice though
tats why i buy la kan
ahahahaaa

okok
time to sleep!

and sch was fun today!
hee
:)

loveLIFE

LOVElife @ 11:46 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

heyy
:)

im getting stronger.
yes yes
guess wat?
i haven cry for the past 2 days.
yeay me!
:)

thank god class had those fun pple
who can make me laugh
although i slept like most of the time ah
heh

so just now's 3 hour break was spent watching shutter
in the big movie room
but filled wit only 5 pple
the best 5
after macccc
but
i slept ahhh instead of watching
heh

"eh! why u always like to disturb liyana ah?"
"hah ooh cos she too cute already. den cant help it ah. just feel like bullying her"

-______- wth
but its because of pple like him tat will take my mind away from missing boyf badly
although, he is stil in my mind 24/7 ahh

so anyway, i have to learn to watch tv till i can sleep
no more of his voice to make me sleep
:(

tmr gg johor!
woooooooooohhhhhhhhh
shopping!
wit mum and her fren and my cousin
:)

i miss boyf!
only 2 days.
haizzz
only 2 days. so slooooooooooooww ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:(

loveLIFE!
(must learn to)

LOVElife @ 9:44 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

i have been missing him so much
that i have been crying non stop.

i tink this is worst den breaking up
seriously
im not strong. serious.

i have been crying for like wat?
5 hours now?

who's gona call me at night?
who's gona send me those goodnite msgs that leave me smiling till i sleep?
who's gona accompany me on the fone on the way to school?
who's gona give me random 'i miss you' msgs?
who's gona be there wen i really need him?
i cant call if i miss him
i cant see his face wen i really miss him
i cant hear his voice
i cant feel his touch
no more of his lame jokes
no more of his cheeky laughs
no more of his stupid mistakes that we will laugh about

i know
i knowww
i know its only for 8 days
actually its 9 ah
but

its just difficult seriously
this is our ferst very! long uncontactable period
someone help me pls?
give me a funny website?
fill my days?
make me busy
make me not be by myself

help?
:'(

NOTloving life

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LOVElife @ 6:37 PM

and he's off..

:(
:(
:(
i cant help but cry.
i'll miss him like mad.
gosh

LOVElife @ 3:49 PM

im gonna miss you im gona miss you im gonna miss you im gona miss you
im gona miss you im gona miss you im gona miss you im gona miss you im gona miss you im gona miss you

no matter how many times i write this. it just wont change the fact the im gonna miss you like crazy

after all these days of fun.

and thanks for that dress. i love it alot.
let us stick to our promise. 8 days.

and that moment wit u just now, in the fireworks, it was just nice. i guess, its really time for me to let u go huh?

and im sory i have to break down in front of you in the train.
its just sad, seriously. mcm berat seh this heart to let u go.

i hope, tmr im strong enuf to let u go in smiles.
i wouldnt wana show tat im weak. we can do it kan dear?
we'll try kay?

im sooooo gona miss u damn much.
seriously.

u'll be forever in my mind.
every minute, every second.
i love you, Ahmad Sharmizan.

LOVElife @ 12:34 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

my keyboard is going haywire!!

one by one everything is falling off
i cant even press the full stop or the comas
caps lock is no longer in use
the spacebar is coming off soon
the qn mark and the caps lock button is already off

and wen i want to open a page
a new window will pop out instead of just showing in the same page
wthhhh

and im sooo freaking lazy to go acer la
but to make things worse
classes starting next week need laptops for everyday lesson
wth

den how to type like this
i have to go acer laaaa
shitsss

and countdown
im left with two days with boyfriend
(AND GUESS WAT LA i cant even press the number two.)

omggg
two days lei
minus today(im not meeting him today)
left with tmr which is the last day for us to be together.
and den pooof he's gone
man... (eh!can use the full stops already!)
im sooo gona miss him sia

but yday was awesome
the whole day wit him
but a veryyy memorable situation happened.
im nt gona say here cos its our dirty lil secret. yeap

hmmm
today is his last paper
yeay!

oh and yday's ngaji, i cried!
cos the surah is surah taubah den like im like sooo full of dosa den i ter-cried.
waliaaaw

and now, im going out awhile
want to get his stuffs ready.
im sleepy and i wonder why.

and mum's being so unfair.
ugh

okay la
goodbye.

lovelife!

LOVElife @ 4:37 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

what have i been up to?

SHOCKWAVE DOWNLOADABLE GAMES
GYM
JOG
EAT
FAST
BED
SHORT MEET-UPS WITH BOYF

and done.
and yes.
this thursday's date wit eugene and syukri
hope it work out

and friday's!!
real cant wait date!!

:)
okay

loveLIFE.

and rite now, ure riding a motorcycle more than half bigger than ur size. do u know how freakingly worried i am? ure just crazy. seriously. good luck for ur exams! ily.

LOVElife @ 3:15 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

yes. this was we were up to.
yday. slept at 3plus am. cos i just cant close my eyes.
thanks to boyf who accompanied me.
although i slept without even saying goodbye.
:)
and i love making his voice the last one i hear before sleeping
:)

den woke up at 4am help mama.
den solat. den cant sleep.
den played games.
den slept at 7am.
den....................
slept slept slept slept
till...................
450pm
woooooooohhhhhhhh

boyf tried to wake me up at 12pm.
WHICH i did, but for awhile.
:)
he studied and i carried on with my sleep.
best!

den woke up
and had this crazy idea of taking the kids at TIMEZONE.
cos my plans today was cancelled also due to the kids mah
so,
off we go.
walked to cwp. timezone.
till 7pm and went to cold storage.
for chiiiiiiiken
for breaking fast
:)

yessssss
3 moreee dayssssssssss
yeay

den, walked to triple 8
since the kids wanted kfc.
and i did the craziest thing
went to bring my kway teow hongkong in the kfc and eat
but before that, i got ask the kfc person's permission already
heh
:)
too bad the boyfriend have to go
and not do this crazy thing together.

and i ate alot of cheeeeeeeeeeese today.
= more fattttsssssssssssssssssssssss

monday gym here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:)

ok so tmr madr.
puasa-ing agaaaaain.

and china gymnastics is soo cruel towards the kids
but the kids are so strong

kalo silat gini mcm
isssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
gila!

i love those moments with you.
& undeniably, i do love you.

loveLIFE

LOVElife @ 12:12 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

and suddenly im busy frenstering
starts off wit replying to HUDADAAA'S oi.
den iskandar sent comment.
den hidayahG sent me pic comment.
den iskandar sent me comment.
den there's this one guy whom i duno send me frenster msg
telling abt his life.
so i made frens wit him. cos he like very selambe ah. den like very nice ah.
den kak fitri send me comment.
den hudadaaa sent me comment.
den josephinebaby sent me comment.
den tat unknown guy send me msg.
den kak fitri sent me comment.
den tat unknown guy sent me msg.
den kak fitri sent me comment.

ALL HAPPENING SIMULATENOUSLY
within 15 minutes.
like suddenly
cool or whhhaaaat
:)

oh and tmr's plan.
:(
gahhhh
parents always have plans against us.
tsk

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LOVElife @ 12:36 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

my selekeh boyfriend :)

and this! is my beloooooved group.
:)

we are all noisy. trust me.
;)

the red butterflies
at CANADIAN PIZZZZZZZA

:)

for our last day
so we decided to eat there.
initial plan was to eat at IMM
but.. since they wana eat pizza
might as well here.

i ate alot
i ate 2 pasta. (one mine, one siti's, cos she finds it not nice)
i ate salad.
i ate 3 slices of CHEESY TURKEY (eh? forgot ah)
:)
alot riteeee?
den they keep on saying that i should control my eating.

cos all the people in my class have been saying tat im seriously getting rounder.
!!!!
gilaaaa
even boyf said so.
haha
:)

oh and btw tat was my buka.
i fasted today.
:)

so, tat left me with 4 more days.
:)

ooooooooooooooooohhhhh
and i cant wait for next weeek
:)
:)
:)
cos i will be having dates!

wit EUGENE AND SYUKRIIII
wit boyfriend
wit JANNNNNAH(hopefully)
wit AZRI (for gym and jog)

and next week
wit NAD AND AISHAH (for cycling at pasir ris park)
wit SYIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH (rindu punye pasal)
wit francis (for npcc)

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait
i cant wait i cant wit i cant wait i cant wait
i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait
i cant wait i cant wit i cant wait i cant wait
:)
heee

but the most impt thing now is...........
to be wit boyfriend!
EIGHT DAYS BEB
not 8 hours u know!

THAILAND LEI!
not bedok u know!
:(

im gona miss him im gonna miss him im sooooooooo gona miss him

tmr fasting again!
buka-ing luar wit him
hee :)

and his idea to go....................
BEACH ROAD
to eat the tulang.
eh? kat beach road eh?

entah eh, see first ah.
:)

oh and smthg random
pple have been stuck wit the thoing thoing song
cos its my msg tone
heh
den like pple in my class have been singing along to that
whenever boyfriend msg
hee
:)

and i just learnt 2 words.
pashmina and cummerbund
the name very cool eh?
haha fashion world.
thanks azri!
learning new things everydaaaay

and and just now, cindy called me.
cos she missed me!
woooh
nice surprise.
:)
and yes, its been sooooo long since i last don my npcc uniform.

okay okay
loveLIFE.

LOVElife @ 11:11 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

i duno why my face like that.

she's "smallkid"

okay so today was REALLLLY fun
cos
got to eat alooooot
:)

and wasting our time doing nthg
playing charades
and eat!
:)

released at 5 today
and waited for boyf to fnish his paper
and den accompanied him to eat MACCCCC
cos he so long never eat MACCCCC
:)

and that's whennnn
he broke the new to meeeee
IT WAS ACTUALLY 8 DAYS.
HE SAW IT WRONGLY
AND ITS ACTUALLY EIGHT DAYS.
OH MY GODDDDDDD
ONE MORE DAY?!
why cant it be like 5 days?
like nis najib?
ahah
GAHHHH ADDITION OF ONE DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

ive got myself a MCFLURYYYY
:)

and den made our way to blok 610
to study
together wit his sister
im her tutor
:)
i reaallly need to polish up my skills man

oh and caught alil bit of DONT FORGET THE LYRICS!
thru boyf's hp.
and den ard 845 left tat place

two kind souls sent me home
hee
:)

but we got home not until 10
cos
we crapped and stayed a lil bit longer
at the basketball space beside my block
it was the bestest bestest bestest part of the day.

8 days babeh

so, got home.
and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
on msn and greeted by AZRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
cos he excited to tell me
abt his nice meet up wit someone dearlyyyyy
hee
watched antm
and being bugged by francis to come for tmr's parade
its settled, however, still no mood to chat yetttt
sorry, (opps! no more sorry!)
maaaf

tmr last day of school.
yeay! and hols.
for a pathetic one week
boyf! ure mine.
ONE WEEEEEEEK

macam da lama kan, kita tak amek gambar together.
besok kita amek bnyk2 eh?
hee im soo gona miss you lah
:)
i love love love love love love you
and of course, im soo gona miss abusing you.

I LOVElife. do you?
:)

LOVElife @ 11:08 PM