its my story.

BILLY. hahah
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

when two sleepyheads and two always late partners get together in a project, plans to meet at Orchard at 10am,

what do you expect?

BOTH BEING LATE LA!
haha

but i still reached first.
and i have to wait for almost 45 mins for tat Billy(haha!) to reach.
such an asshole.

luckily i have my $6 storybook and my mp3.
luckily ah!

den went to eat.
and starbucks for PROJECT.

okay, we complained more than we do.
and we whine more and drink more than we type.

but did research ah!
reading annual reports. -_-
haha

but at last.
i called the right person.
AT THE RIGHT TIME.

to help me do the project,
okay, not help do the project.
but help me UNDERSTAND the proj.

oh yes, emily's boyf dropped by.

hmm
so i force him to meet me and explain to me one by one.
(this he, is the he i said earlier.)
besides, im doing him a favor by helping him photocopy his lost guidelines.

so, i dun owe you anything.
muahahah

so met him at admiralty mrt.
photocopy shop.
void deck.
admiralty primary school.
my block.

who is he?
none other than mrexboyfriend.
(sebok pakai orange!)

YANG STEP HANDSOME.
(and dun say, its good to have self confidence because your confidence yang step handsome is sungguh excessive and tak perlu)
hahaha

because my boyfriend more handsome than you.
hahah
(and this is not nak angkat eh. this is true, go ask people)
heh

but still thank you ah!
:)

eh!! i still cannot eat alot lei.
i only have 2 meals today.
now i very easily full.
how to increase weight like this?

haiyaaa pasal weight pon stress.
tapi jangan ter reduce sudah
ade je, next week check, reduced by 2 kg eh.
like what happened last week

eee scary

tmr school.
booooooooooooooo!

and project after that

STRESS

all datelines near2 sia.
crazy

mizan, i trust you.

whole-heartedly.

now.

LOVElife @ 12:11 AM

bootcamp
Sunday, May 24, 2009

first and foremost

HAPPY belated 19th to AZZZZZZZZAH!

aku kan tak boleh send msg kat kau.
sebab heheheh
so here it goes.

selamat hari lahir!
da 19! omg. so tua. but still kecik ah pls.
haha
more meet ups pls. cos aku suke tgok muke funny face kau.
and aku suke bile kau argue ngan azri.
haha
hope u enjoyed ur day yday!
& i want to buy that bag aahhhhhh!!!

haha

so okay.
my weekend was spent in school. being TORTURED
HAHA

okay not tortured. being PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED.
nicer.

location: stadium
time: 12 pm
what: sit ups, push ups, squat-jumps, bur-piece(?), sprint 400m, jumping jacks,
amount: 3 reps (if im nt wrong)

alhamdulillah, hujan.
"Allah sayang kite"

because if the bootcamp-circuit was done at the stadium
i am SO SURE people will just faint out of heat stroke sia.

location: linkway
time: 315pm (after team building game, which my team won thank you very much :))
what: ladder, run, bur-piece, squat side kicks, squat front kicks, side run(haha!),squats, shuttle run, side jumps, sit ups with medicine ball, front jumps
amount: 4 reps -1 min, 1min30sec, 2min, 2min30sec

after effect
nothing.

UNFAIR tug-of-war (read:unfair) cos of the no. of pple (for the last round and the amt of heavyweights per side)
but i had fun.
cos at least we won one.
hee

next day, sunday.
6am 2 rounds warm up ard stadium.
jumping jacks, push ups, sit ups
2.4km run. okay la, jog. i led. heh so, 2.4km brisk walk. haha

2 min water break.
4.8km run WHICH i did not join.
cos u see,

last sat, my weight was 63kg.
and this sat, it was 61.6kg.
i HAVE to naekkan sia. if this continues, i will gradually lose and lose and lose weight until i go out of my 60-65kg range.
den it will be trouble.

so, i stayed with aiman, ainbestfriendsilataku, sufi, qama, fido, &shucksicantrmbrwhothelastpersonissorry.
and we did 3 reps of arm muscle builder things. haha okay, i duno how to describe. but i know my arm muscles are so aching after what we did. haha

okay den.
FINISH!
ALHAMDULILLAAAAAH
makan breakfast bnyk seh aku, tak pernah2 makan roti ngan kaya for breakfast
tak pernah mkn breakfast pn!
limit2, 10 o'clock ah, in sch, mac's big breakfast. hehhh

okay den dismissed.
part tu ah paling best.
besides the soooooooo many briefings and talks.
-__-

tmr no school. alhamdulillah.
but project ah.
doing with emily.
but she's not answering my calls.
slengeh ahhhhhh

okay la.
bye.

and to you,
i hate her.

LOVElife @ 9:17 PM

class and life.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

school was getting from bad to worse.
the politics in class, i mean.
we all can get along fine but just don't give us projects in groups.
all hell will break loose.
(there's only one hell, right?)

backstabbing, hypocrites, self centred-ness.
from being friends, to enemies, just by leaving that person out from the group.
new cliques has been made. fake smiles, fake laughters, fake gestures.

i cant believe we went this far. almost 3 years being together.
and all this has to happen.
where goes the

"grades doesn't matter cos what matters most is the friendship that has been built along the learning process"

i hate my class.

so anywayyyyyyyyys,
life has been great with people around me.
has been eating heheheh

but very sleepy.
i dunno why also.

oh oh oh!
and my project datelines are soooo scary.
this week.
next week.
every week got the dateline already.
but one thing also haven start.

CRAAAAAAAZY!
tmr silat trg.
oh and dun remind me
2 more weeks.
2 more frigging weeks and i will be fighting for NYP.
okay. dah. stop.

better get started on my projects!

no pictures. cos.. my pictures all very hehehehehehe

& & & &&&&&&
:) :) :) :) :)

my NurJannahJalil said, "i still love u tau. eventhough im away for so long"

heeee :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

hapy gila aku!!!

no need boyfriend to say i love you to me. she say, i hapy gila already. haha

okay la.
assalamualaikum.

you're on my mind.

LOVElife @ 9:56 PM

friday
Sunday, May 17, 2009

went to manhattan fish market.
wana see my food?

not mine alone laaaa
hahaha
shared with emily
cos its platter for 2.
and its REALLLLY alot.

was soooo full after that.

and before that dinner,
went to toa payoh for lunch
and we saw RAYAN HOLMBERG.
and he followed us wherever we go.
haha
cos we went to novena also, to search for bon's present.

den went back to school.
met with the boyf.
went for lecture.
den me and emily went to run.
school stadium.

den went clarke quay for the dinner with classmates.

saturday.
silat trg
(ughhhh i need to improve badly!)

lunch at JALAN KAYU.
(first time, first time, next up will be simpang bedok!)

and playground with ainbestfriendsilat for this big project

and home.

"which liyana is this?"
"ohhhhhh the one yang mataer pri school takraw champion"

tskk thanks ahh
rmbr me thru him
haha

sunday, today.
going to have lunch with the boyf.
cos he just finish his match.

and lepak-ing with his friends.

okayyyy
im done.
and i dunno how to start on my project!
gahhh

wei small boy.
gua cinta sama lu!

LOVElife @ 12:47 PM

last minute trg
Thursday, May 14, 2009

assalamualaikum

just came back from trg.
yes, on a thursday
yesterday didnt go!
cos the cramp is unbearable.
den luckily today got last minute trg.

good ah!
and and secret eh!!
i think i did good today.
and you know why?

BECAUSE there's no sparring!
haha
only some techniques, extreme stretching and more techniques.
if sparring wise, i think i cannot make it.
(okay, after i say this, hafiz and an will sure go.. "no yana, say u can do it. mesti boleh punyee. try je. try je.")

hehhhh
because like seriously, if i say anything like "ish, i cannot sia"
or
"ehhhhh confirm tak boleh punye.."
connnnnfirm they will intercept and say that sentence.

and i am sooo zoooo zooooo tired now.
tmr running with emily.
:)
before going clarke quay to eat.
now, i wana watch

silent hill

until the boyfriend comes home.
or until i fall asleep.
whichever actions come first.
haha
i strongly thinks its the latter.

:)

alright loves,
shall update again tmr.
(eh, now i update like everyday hor!)

:)

k bye.

assalamualaikum

LOVElife @ 11:17 PM

yeay im blogging!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009

today started off bad.
with me crying for no reason.

okay, actually there is.
the reason is because i am very far away from Emily in class.
:(

Amanda sat in between us.
and i felt so far apart from Emily.
i feel very sad.
:(

and i cried.
den when i inside North Canteen, i cried again.
cos my stomach very pain.
cos i having my first day red light.
den the cramp very unbearable.
so i cried.

den i saw KAK FITRI!
first i saw Rauf, den i know, confirm Kak Fitri around him one.
den i looked around ahhhh den i jeng jeng jeng i saw her!!!
den hugged her ahhhh
den i happy
but for one minute only ahhh

den i when i inside class, still got cramp again
den i go toilet shit ahhh
den alittle bit better
good

den i straightaway go home
den 15 minutes only ah
i go out again.
meet up with azriazzahazhar
and i ate ban mian.

den played this one thing at TIMEZONE
and den go toilet at civic to pee.
den go meet the boyf.

den go boyf's house.
the family ajak eat dinner.
naek kereta.
with the father, step mother, younger (IRRITATING)brother and him.

but i never eat cos i very full of the just now ban mian.
but hor, the father very sweet lei
buy for me food for me to eat when i reach home!
sweet hor.
its without me knowing lei!!!!

now i know where the boyf get his sweet genes from.
but i think his father sweeter!!!

haha

den now at home ahh
want to sleep already.
this hanafi want to sleep with me today.

very manja tak kena tempat.
den how i want to talk to the boyf??
den eat my food somemore.
hmph

tmr silat.
but go jogging with emil first after school.

DIE!!

NAPFA TEST IS ON THE 29TH MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love you, budak yang diberanak bawah block!
hee

LOVElife @ 11:55 PM

how i spent my saturday.
Sunday, May 10, 2009

it starts with a lunch oh wait, Brunch, at Changi Village

A visit to Ikea and Giant Warehouses at Tampines

(here, he is very comfortable. cos whenever he sees a mirror, he will surely stop and look at his own face oh wait, not look, ADMIRE his own face. and den starts adjusting his hair and makes all the tak perlu faces)

Pump oil at Esso

Head to Marina Barrage (&finally, Marina Barrage at NIGHT!) WOOTS

Pasar Malam Food for dinner

Yishun Dam

Home Sweet Home!

didnt go for training.
cos im sick.
betol, tak bedek.
eventhough im out with the boyfriend the whole day, i was still coughing and my nose was really running.
its going to be worse if i come down and try to push when i really cannot breath properly right.
but dun worry, i did my running and exercising with emily in school on friday already.

and yes, i missed yet another fun training.

:(

i'll be back InsyaAllah on wednesday okay!
hopefully coach tak datang!!
and hopefully im better by then.

MY GUM HURTS!

and u know, all i ate today was a few jemput2 and koko crunch with nutella.
and i am sooo full i tell you.

u know why?
because........

KOKO CRUNCH IS NOW MADE FROM WHOLE GRAIN WHEAT!

hahahah okay. tat means more proteins. (aku sembarang)
haha

and guess what i have been doing today?

PLAY GAMES.
wooots

okay, nthg to be happy about.

more pictures at Facebook eh.
now i semangat facebook already you know!

to you boy,

from 1130am's wake up call
to 1100pm ride home.
what more can i say?
more of these get aways please.
i really need these.
thank you for not working and sudi keluar with me.
and boy did i have lots of fun with you!
love love you.

oh and lastly, im ready for 120km/h
heeheeee

LOVElife @ 9:08 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

and yes, ive changed the song.

gone the irritating music.
haha

LOVElife @ 9:21 PM

five minutes

3rd year on the second was a blast.
i know, the second and today is the eighth.
haha

laziness has crept over me.
and i bet everyone is just lazy to go to my page anymore cos
everytime they do, they will always see the same entry over and over again.

hmmm nemind, i'd prefer that way
cos more low profile mah

hehhh k whateverrrrrrrr

2nd week of school and i have alot of projects already
i still have not got my much awaited long break.
i am so freaking tired
but not really ah, i lied.

cos i actually do enjoy school
get to meet with the emily and with the boyf and with the good cheap food!

hahah

k tat one stupid.
cos all i want is eat eat eat

competition's in 3 weeks time.
and im absolutely

UNPREPARED.

&i actually don't like my coaches.

okay bye.

LOVElife @ 8:57 PM

once in a while
Tuesday, May 5, 2009

this is a venting post.
do not read.

i just don't understand why.
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why can't i understand everyone?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why are they doing this to me?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why am i sad?

i feel so useless to be in this house.
i need emily, fanah, azzahazriazhar and silat mates.

and i have been thinking alot for this IVP.
and i seriously seriously seriously think i cant do good (READ: good)
don't even talk about DOING WELL.
i know, haven go through the battle, i already said i will do bad.
how to go like that?

:(

:(

:(

HAIYA now im stress
and sad
and i dun like what im going thru

I HATE WHAT IM GOING THROUGH!

LOVElife @ 10:03 PM