its my story.

ROOM
Saturday, September 29, 2007

ok
so just finished watching KAL HO NAA HO
cried aLOT laa.
okok maybe watching it again tonight. hee
SHAH RUKH KHAN ISSSS soooo handsome la.
haha kk typical gerls
k so tday clean up my room.
and boy do i have a lot of funny old memories
k ferst up. i saw my planner. my 2006 planner.

a diary where we write everything in it. like homeworks. calenders. its fer school actually.here its is. MY PLANNER haha

ya i was in love wit my one and only boyfren. the spider man. haha

ya and tis was wen O level is nearing HAHA

some memories. that i had with rauf. and well zaman2 kental mataer2 bile secondary school dulu haha and all the things tat he wrote in my planner.actually tats nt all la. gt alot more. haha

kk so next i found my file which has rauf's twin face in it. can u see which one? and yah, this was the ferst tym he saw his twin's face. and so did the rest of our classmates. and yah, they agree. haha

oh dun mind tat dark guy's face. i know its disturbing haha

kk so next is my litle black book tat i had wit rauf.

and the so called LOGO tat we had fer ourselves haha kk i told u before wat zaman2 kental haha

watever is written in here was all tat the msgs he sent me. all the sweet2 msgs. and wen i read it now. i LAUGHED like no one's bness haha. how naive can we be. be there for me forever, dun forget me, i love you always, my heart is for you.
OOOH come on, so where are we now? HAHAHA

my beloved the only one THERE for me.
spider man. waaaaahhh always there for me. hanging haha

my wallpaper now.

this colour pencils are cool k. they have cartoon characters on each individual pencil. like nice la.

my study table now.

ma and the lil brats. g to fanah's house.

to take the KAL HO NAA HO vcd.

k so basically tat was wat happened today.
and tmr i have my madrasah!! yeay

and oh i just realised like almost everyone is reading thatbloodycritic's blog.haha his blog is just hilarious. its NO wonder tat it gets passed down .. haha

kk..

im still in love.

PEACE

LOVElife @ 9:13 PM

HP
Thursday, September 27, 2007

nur liyana bte hanapiah.
is.
a.
very.
happy.
goooober.
today.
you know WHY?!?!?!?

because.
she gets to talk to her love yday nite.
she has great frens who wil help her get songs.
she has a new mp3 which cost 300 bucks.
she is going to teach her fren how to pray.
and
she gt a new HANDPHONE
model:5700 nokia
colour:army green

wat else can she be NOT happy of?

alhamdulillah kepada ALLAH swt. kerana telah memberikan ku semua ini.sesungguhnya, aku sedar ini semua hanyalah sementara.
but hey! life is short kay, tats why just spend on everything tat u have on wat u really want.afterall, duit itu yang kite simpan tak dapat ikot kite ke lubang kubur.haha k random eh

erm yday nite dreamt of fanah and me gg tioman HAHAHA its cool man. how i wish it was true.
oh im missing my love now. haha yah, still in love.

oh oh i wana share smthg wit u guys.
DO U KNOW? tat if u have lack of sleeps, u will be prone to get heart disease like double than normal healthy pple, even if ure healthy. and
DO U KNOW? tat the ideal sleeping hours should be no not 8 hours or 6 bt SEVEN. yup. 7 hours of sleep only ah.
ok. tats it. haha

1 random thing tat happened like a few days ago. me and my brader zhul.

"kak, kakak da tak kawan dengan abang rauf lagi eh?"

"kawan la tapi da tak rapat. asal?"

"ooooh patut la. azhul tau kenape. sebab hari tu tu die buat kakak nangis kan?...."

HAHAHAHAHA yah i burst out larfing. how naive and innocent can he be. and wah he still can remember ah? so cool man.haha ok. i know la its dam random.

kk guess tats it lor. waah im so happy la. like soooo happy la ok.
oh i miss pple.
im beginning to sleep wit the radio plucked in my ears lately. in the morning also, listen to the dan and young. they very funny la. and then at nite, listen to the muttons at midnight. cool thing man. ok
im suppose to end it la. sheesh.

still in love.
PEACE

LOVElife @ 5:43 PM

out
Wednesday, September 26, 2007

k so yday went out wit them.

another day wit lots of laughter.

pics ABOVE but again NOT IN ORDER haha

k at chinatown. walked2 and den we went to this CHINATOWN PONT. waaah the place ahh dam cool la. like we are sloping down la.. no need to take the escalator also can u know. haha k den we went to random shops tat looks cool to me. and we just crap all the way.

k next we walked all the way to clarke quay.and we went to this shopping centre the name CENTRAL wit a small c in a circle at the top of L in the werd CENTRAL. get it? kk tat place is also dam cool laaa the seats ah . cool really cool den gt one hot guy poster. waaaah haha k den we found out tat the only fast food restaurants tat was there was bk and ljs. den we decided to walk2 ferst . cos we wana search fer pizza hut. k den walked2 along the water there. den waaah very kecoh la. nice. gt alot of pple. cos its wat the lantern festival ah? ya ya den gt alot of the lanterns all. nice ahh k den we lepak at ljs. then we listen to my radio fer the azan. den we ordered.den also ah there's tis one malay guy ah he alone den wen azan aedy I go and tel him la its azan aedy. den he smiled. awwww how sweet haha k den we ate den...... we walked ard tat shoping centre. den we decided to buy tis squezzy gel-like sour thing ah. it REALLY look like hair gel la. ahah den we bought than we rase share2. den rite. i tell u. i really thought that i wil shit after eating it until finish la but ahh until now rite i havent shit u know. and i ate tat thing the most la. waaah it give me the opposite action sehh like it keep my shit inside. hahahahah DISGUSSTING sehh!!! hahahahaha k dun mind me. ermm k

den we went by walking to fat bird. a place where pple sit and emo2 lepak2 talk2 but fer me sing2 HAHA really we four sat there listen to my SWEET MELODIOUS VOICE sing all love songs in malay. haha jiwang la katekannnn hha k den we cam whored HOWEVER the pics are nt as clear haha k den at ard 845pm we made our way to the train. me still sucking at the gel-like substance. ahaha

k den rite at home ahhh i go read tis random person's blog la. wah his blog dam cool la.. the way he write.i like it. k now i have 3 stranger's blog tat i love to read haha. i giv u the links k. very nice. but many badwerds la. haha i read his blog ah like from 1030pm to 2am. nt a single werd missed. and yah i did larfed like a mad person in my own room ALONE. haha cant help it la.i really larfed out loud u know. so yah sory ah fer those who wana chat wit me. i was too engrossed HAHAHA

ok ok eh! i wana tell u tis one scene tat happened to me just now in the morning. i sent hanafi to his transport in the morning just nw. den rite i took the lift la back to my 6th floor.i took the lift wit tis auntie very old.k so not AUNTIE. but grandma. white hair all over very cute. she loked at me up down down up u know.but slowly la old person maah haha k den i loked at her la den rite she said

"lawa.."

i was shocked laaaa like waaah like so sudden den say i pretty. den some more im wearing tis pjamas pants and tattered shirt haha like some maid like tat wit my hair, being QUITE messy. hee k den i just smiled and said hmm ahaha

"melayu ah?"

den i said la yaa

"SERUPA cina, putih putih. haha"

haha i larfed like genuine larf la like waaaah nice2. she made my day. haha and she is cute laaa haha and see i told u i looked like a maid or smthg, SERUPA.waah i indonesian maid ah? haha cool. hope to see her soon. haha

kk so yah tats it.

and yah i hate my brader, HANAFI. she made me and my mama cried. haha he so bad la. but nah now QUITE ok aedy but i wont forget wat he did la.

and yes.still in love.

PEACE

LOVElife @ 1:45 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

and im happy
=)
thanks to hassan who sanggup download lagu just cos i asked fer it and he doesnt have it. hee

and yah. still. in love.
=)

LOVElife @ 9:24 PM

life's been great.
yday frem 2pm onwards till 645pm. been crying non stop tears. and it feels GOOOOOOOOOOOODD.
k den at nite watched tis very funny show.GANYUT -tak tentu pasal.hah k den larfed all the way. it feels GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODD
k den after the show which is like at ard 1245am i went online cos i cant sleep and i wana disturb2 pple. and my dear zaky is online and he nudged me. den we chatted. and it feels GGGOOOOOOOOOO....no no it feels the BEEEEESSSSSSSSSSTTTTTT haha lame lame lame
eh eh i tink ahh im in love haha

really la he la. like siow confess again. and it felt like last tym.like the FIRST time. haha ok now im the siow wan. haha it was shitass nice. and i cant stop smiling like since yday nite. den tday afternoon chatted wit him again. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh im gg crazy la haha kk da stop it. =)

ooh yah, another reson im happy is also bcos my dear gf nur jannah jalil gt back wit her dedel aedy!!!! woohoooo see i told u he is unpredictably sweet and wah nice la. k im happy =)

oh yah. francis msn wit me yday. he said he's letting go of me. and elaboration of tat is... all the feelings tat he have fer me is put aside. and we are all close frens. well tats wat we have been la. but yah no more frequent late nite calls. im used to being alone now actually. cos i have my mp3 and my storybook to accompany me. hee =)

k lets see. wat else ahh
k tmr gg out wit ain and zaf maybe wit her boify, hykel. go chinatown. fer wat? fer fun laaa haha walk2 here walk2 there.den buke. me no need buke2 all i red light haha so yah, looking forward for tmr! =)

k den ape lagi...
one sad thing is tat. me and fanah have tis "tiff" if u can call tat.im nt talking to her. and no she wont talk to me. lets see if our LOVE can bring us back together.=(

k ive been making frens wit pple frem my msn list haha like those tat i dun know but at my msn list. i anyhow talk to them haha.
oh ya. im still in love haha

ok tats it. all random2 things tat have been happening fer the past yday and tday haha .
and yah.still in love.

LOVEit =)

LOVElife @ 8:07 PM

birthday
Saturday, September 22, 2007

helllloooooooooooo
haluuuuu
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

weee~~~~
im happy
im happy im happy
haha
cossss i gt a $298 mp3 HAHA samsung. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
nice man!
k so tday was a very nice day

went out wit the two brats
go marsiling and cwp
in search of the bro's bday prezzie
k den bought him a watch
haha nthg else to buy laaaa

k den went cwp go every shop wit them and go touch2 see2
ermm wit them ard. its always laughter and "adek, sini la. jgn g situ." and "eh jgn pegang ni eh, nanti jatuh"
haha k den we are suppose to take the bus. instead of the train cos zhul wanted to take the bus and den hanafi wanted to take the train den they scissors paper stone den zhul won den we have to take the bus. and the bus is shitass very long la come. waah until the queue also tak cukup. k den the azan went off while we are still in the bus. den we decided to bite hanafi to break our fast. since he's nt fasting. HAHAH so me and zhul bit him. nice!
haha

k den at home. ate mac and kfc. not the SHOP k? the FOOD. hahahaha
den get the present. den straightaway go and upload songs and like waaah really excited la.all tat while chatting wit hassan. like on the fone la.i never type just talk. ya thru msn. alaah u all know la eh haha and it was fun la. cos he dun have his mic. his gt smthg wrong. ya den he replied to me by typing. and ya, he really look like an idiot la (tats wat he said hha) by just typing and like as if talking alone like tat. haha and me like a mad person, larfing at his jokes and talking to lappy. HAHAHAHA k yah, ferst nice msn after a long tym la. haha

k. erm den till now la. ya like frem 730pm till tym now 1150pm. hee and still gg on.... erm k den chat wit the other pples.

eh eh i just realised ah now i gt so many gf scandals u know. like sane saang sini sayang. sane live sini love.
but my main and ferst gf is jan la.
k den there's fanah
syimah
ain
zaf
den now, sirin and kinah

like waaah i used to have as much scandals fer bfs la. haha
but now no more aedy la. its still my francis.hee although now nt as close as before. k nemind

erm k so tmr i gt madrasah and we are planning to wear tat brooch again. and take pics. heee nice2
ok. love life. and oh ya maybe i dun get to puase tmr. da dapat rase da cramp2 die da dtg hahaa

peace

one more mth.
:D

LOVElife @ 11:41 PM

me
Friday, September 21, 2007

ok nice day
busy wit housewerks
cooked 2 dishes for buke.
ME ALONE tau
abe it tasted nice la. DELICIOOOSO.
yumyumyumyum delicioosoo(have u guys ever watched DORA THE EXPLORER? ya imagine me saying tat as the bag HAHA)
k. den watched kisah2 nabi at youtube.
so far da ard 10 phropets i saw. nice.
all tat while chatting wit hafiz
a fren frem admiralty primary school
nice. he very DIRECT one leh.
den talk about random things.

k so i really CANT WAIT FOR SURVIVOR LAAAA
hee
andand tmr is 22nd!!
HEE
my bro's birthday.
den next mth my turn. hee
i still havent buy him anything
andand my mama is giving us mp3 tmr !! yeay
i have the 200+ dolers one. 2GB very halus. ya ok tats all tat she described to me.
and his one will be the 100+ one.cos mama said he tak tau jage barang so get him the murah2 one haha. and his also 2 GB. nice

k show started.
and syimah. dun stress too much ok? i understand ur probs. like yeahh ini sume cubaan ramadhan. take every negative and change it to positive. live life slowly and meaningfully. just beep if u wana talk.

and to ain. dunie ni mmg bnyk cubaan. bnyk org2 dgn pelbagai karenah. setiap manusia juga tidak lari dari pelbagai buruk kate. jadi, just take it all in. and ignore watever they say. and u live ur life meaningfully. and prove to them. just beep if u wana talk. and yah, CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK!!
to chinatown yeayyyy

K
show started
love life

and oh ya.is tat all considered advices? nahh, im just saying wats on my mind. cos i seriously dun know how to ADVIce. only listening ears can be provided.hee love

LOVElife @ 10:49 PM

back
Thursday, September 20, 2007

hey
sorry didnt update
purposely la cos wana see how many pple wan me to update
heee
lame rite.. I KNOW

OKOK many things happened
and one of them is yday
buke at geylang together wit silat peeps.
at KAMPONG GEYLANG RESTAURANT.
ate rice wit different varieties of lauks. shared.
it was nice. eventhough i dun get to taste ALL of it.
went ard the bazaaar walk2 crap2 survey2
den lepak at kampong melayu for like ard 1 hour or 2 like tat
TAT WAS THE FUUNNEST
hee
denden ate dendeng.... yeayyy HEE
so was there from 4pm to 11pm
ok so let the pics do the talking.. :D
but sorry all is not in order.
HEEEH

the guys who went

just fascinated by tis photo oh its hykel btw

otw home

waiting fer food

emo-ing at kampong melayu

wen they saw the mannequin

in the middle of the road. RED LIGHT

i cant stop larfing just by lookin at tis pic.

while waiting for maria

the PSP guys

we are bored so...

the best part during tat day besides the lepaks at kampong melayu

was the photo taking in the middle of the road. just wen the traffic light turned red we run to the middle and shahrul clicked the camera. and den we all ran back to the roadside. haha before the light turned green again. and yes ALL the pple crosseing the road looked at us. it was niCE. wit them. crazy crazy people.

k back to me NOW.

im out of emotions

i larfed too much

i cant cry

im out of sleep

dreams just dun wana enter my mind

and i just cant seemed to shut my eyes

im freakin tired

and tat leads to..

me being sick now

head spinning

and

non-stop coughing

weak body.

can someone help me

make me CRY

sing me a lullaby so tat i SLEEP

make me WELL again

pls?

LOVElife @ 8:20 PM

hair
Sunday, September 16, 2007

the COOL

the moHAWK

the 3-SIDED HAIR

the 2-SIDED HAIR

the MESSY

the GEEK

the FLAT

PRESENTING...

HANAFI AND ZHULFADHLI

the hairstyler
NUR LIYANA

done out of boredom while waiting for buke.
this was done smoothly from 6.30pm to 6.45pm
no animals were harmed
and hair is all due to wetness from after bath.
none were physically hurt.
love

LOVElife @ 7:39 PM