Thursday, February 7, 2008
sorry ah eh about the POWER blog song and the not updating
haha
number One
tday is my dearest MOMsie's bday.
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:)
tday didnt get to celebrate cos my aunt got married and we stayed there the whole day. didnt intend to celebrate either as it will be like "stealing the limelight" haha
and so had ABSOLUTE fun tday wit the kids. the little rascals. but its all because of me la. tat we had fun. me wit my VERY lame games. tat involved the parents2 also. haha :)
my mum's always the victim. birthday gerl mah. haha
k so
number TWO
i had the worst day yday. lets call it, my crying day. cos my tears started from morning in my dreams till at nite.
ferst: i had a dream tat involved two of my dearest frens. they left me. how sad kan? ish ish. told them aedy. and they're speechless. yup.
second: talked to abang an about the silat thang. and it made me cry again. cos why? IM SCARED. super scared can? haiyooo but all's ok aedy. fortunately.
third: hafiz (my BRADER) did smthg and he gt smthg bad from someone's father. i felt hurt. i felt lost. i was there to witness EVERYTHING but i just cannot do anything.he's at lost and i know only he can change himself. i dun even know how. wel, guess wat? my parents are playing the "just follow watever he wanted to do nowadays, let him realise himself wats wrong and right. wen he's wrong, of course we have to correct him." well, yea. i cried in front of the parents of the kid while HE, just have tat ATTITIDE face. tat i really hate.
fourth: met up wit this guy
(the main pic anyway, not the one in the background)
yes, ahmad sharmizan
and accompany him eat at cp awhile before i rush to silat. just wen i need someone to talk to. told him about wat just happened and yes, tears came out again. and he was the one wiping away the tears. yes, he was like really wiping. i was shocked too kay. like suddenly the hand come to my face and wipe the tears. and he gt a new hp. a VERY cool hp.
fifth: in silat. came only ah. salam the kak aida only ah. den siap aedy ah. den skali "and u owe me 6 rounds around the stadium. now u go and warm up ferst" JUST WEN MY DAY CAN GET ANY WORSE. i have to run 6 rounds. u know wat i feel like. like AT TAT POINT OF TIME SEH I wana cry balek. wah siow wei. den at last did physical-400 skipping, 40 push ups and sit ups and 6 rounds. AND IM NOT JOINING THE PERF.
-_-
sixth: went back home and told my mum about the story about hafiz. cried in front of her while telling the story. somehow, i felt hurt. I JUST DUNNOE WHY LEI!!! crazy sia.
and soooo the whole nite yday watchd saw 1 and 2 .
tday saw 3. saw 4 watched aedy wit hanafi tat day. :)
number THREE
"i wana tell u somethings"
"i miss u"
"and f****** still Sayang liyana. "
:)
number FOUR
rock songs please.
:)
happy birthday to my mama.
LOVElife @ 10:55 PM
