its my story.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

silat yesterday was AWESOME.
the physical was SHIOK. best ah
and me hafiz abang an fadfad member tights ah ehhh
sentiase together.
best ah best.
push gilaaaaaaa
:)

and omg.
my cheeks were being pinched HARD by abang an
man, dun tell me, his old hobby is coming back.
like tat every silat day my cheeks will be in pain
-_-

but back home tat effing asshole made problems again
made mama cry again
this time, i didnt keep quiet
i TALKED TO HIM
& guess wat?
he wana FIGHT wit me
imagine tat.
FIGHT u know.
wit his fists all clenched and all ready to punch me.

i was dam pissed tat i shouted at him and den we got to pushing each other hard.
and mama had to come in between us and break us up.
-_-
tat guy can really get to my nerves man.
perasan mat mane entah, nak fight -fight ngan aku

i even dared him to bring me to his frens
and he said
"ah, kau nak sgt, kau peg ah. kau tengok kau balek kau maseh mcm gini ke tak."
sak ahhhhh. darah UP beb.
like wth
all fighter ah? wth sia.
i also fighter wat
COME ah.
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeken.

ish, skali satu ari aku kene bantai eh dgn kawan2 die kat luar, bile aku tga sorg2.
ishh. gila.

AND of course.
i cried after all that, in my room. cos apparently,
wen i gt so mad, i'll cry.
also, i pity mama seh.
everynite cry for him u know.
man, I WANA HUG HER.
tight. and make sure everything's alright.
haiz

so, josephineeee sayang was the ferst to talk to me on msn.
and thus she know all
and she was the one who said
"rant.. rant all you want.."
"just cry. cry all out."
and yes, while typing, i cried like a small kid who wants that particular toy but didnt get to have it and thinks that the parents dun love her and tats wht they dun wana buy for her.
heh

so, school just now was nice start as i get a big long hug from josephineeee sayang once i stepped in the call centre.

also, met Q again.

& today, gt the shock of my life lah. k, so here's the thing. in the call centre, we are nt suppose to do certain things. and one of the things you're NOT suppose to do, is EBUDDY-ing.

but ME. being me, just selambe-ly chat lah. usually, i din get caught. but just now, wen i went for break. i left my ebuddy page there. den, supervisor wanted to use my comp. so SHE FOUND OUT.

den went i came back frm break,

"LIYANA!!! MS NOH SAW THAT THING TAT WASNT SUPPOSE TO BE THERE. the ebuddy. DEN SHE PRINT-SCREEN AND SAID SHE WILL WRITE THE WARNING LETTER AND SEND IT TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEM AND THE HIGHER2 PPLE ALL."

i was like. "ooooh, shit."

cos like, this was my second time she caught me lah. the ferst time was JUST wen i was abt to log in, den she was beside me. -_- i din even know wat am i supose to feel. scared? sad? idk sia. den everybody was like "eh! sia lah liyana, you're the ferst person to get a warning letter sia."

THANKS AHHHH

den ms noh came to my table

"liyana. just now, i saw that thing tat i wasnt suppose to see ah. make sure i dun see it again ah. u know wat i mean rite. this will be my ferst verbal warning to u."

i was like HUH?! U MEAN, TIS IS JUST A VERBAL WARNING?

and she's like

"well yea. u want me to give u a warning letter ah?"

HAHA NOOO NOOOOO hee

"im sure this is not the ferst time u use the ebuddy rite. just make sure u dun let me catch u again"

HEH yes, tis is nt my ferst time using ebuddy. HEEEEEEEEEEH

i cried alot today.

besides yday, tat results in my swollen eyes today.-_-

and boyf is damn sweet today. i duno why. hmmmmmmmm

so, after sch went atuk's house. eat and sdareS meeting. w/o mothers. so, its just me makciks atuk nenek and small kids.

my boyfriend. the BEST.

okay. the crazy parts.

we had the self- timer at every part of the house.
the common pple in the pics were ME and atikah. :)
cos its only us who will do all these.

and the 3 cheeeeeky monkeys.
quietly took my fone, cuddled up on the bed in the room
AND READ MY INBOX MSGS wen i went in the kitchen
and apparently.
my ferst msg in the inbox was from boyf
and damn.
after i finally realised.
they had just finish reading the ferst and the most crucial msg
after tat, they cheeeeekily laugh AT ME
and began disturbing me

"oooooh. love love ehhhh"
"syg.......i love youuuuuu"
"muah muah muuuuah"
ughhhhhh budak budak kecik ni sume ehhhhhhh
its VERY embarassing lor. omg.
den i somehow blushed
den they still can say
" eleeeeeh malu konon. da ade boyfriend pon nak malu2"
-_-
tak padan kecik lor. omg.

SAYA MASOK IVP
:)

AND MY INBOX MSGS IS NOW
3020 MSGS
-_-

TMR JOGGING. WIT THE KIDS AND AZRI
sorry azri, tak perg hari niiiii
:(
kau sad gila kan?
sorry.

so, ive gt verbal warnings for SLEEPING and EBUDDY-ing
and soon. NOT WEARING the shirt. damn.
and den slippers.
and den idk what else. heh

wat else ehhhh
nthg lah.
ok lah.
goodbye lah

i love my mother. and father.
and boyf.
:)

lovelife.

man, are u a sweet talker?

LOVElife @ 10:53 PM