its my story.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

hellllllooooooooooooo

:)

today is thursday
:)

and this is my brother

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his name is MUHAMMAD ZHULFADHLI
:)

and this is my boyfriend
his name.
AHMAD SHARMIZAN.

this one, was at his house.
OM SHANTI OMMMMMMM-ing
heh

and ive watched that show for like 10000000 times.
especially the last song.
damn nice.
:)

ok
so, yday i was violated
in train
this one asshole
got his dick up my ass
seriously
he was literally GRINDING on me
omg!
i was super effing scared lor
i kept moving forward
den he kept on following
AASSSSSSHOOLEEEEEEEE

GAHHH
damn pissd.
cos like
of all pple, AKU?!
padahal
aku takde pantat seh
serious!
abe aku pakai sluar silat lagi.
mane nampak pantat pon
irritating seh org2 like this
serious.
pagi2 pulak tu.
da ah, laen kali aku buat muke fierce mane2 aku pergi.
so, they scared.
muahahahha

oh and yday
i end up my day with another scary note.
WHEREVER i go, i'll always think of ghost
serious!!
i even thought there's another shadow behind me when i walk back home alone.
i EVEN THOUGHT A CAT STARED AT ME
like as if it saw another being behind me
u know wat i mean?
yea.
DAMMMMMMN SCARY
:(

i even dreamt of ghost
:(

and also!
i dreamt that
me and boyf ate nasi lemak inside the train
haha!
k, tat one,
random like crzy
hah

went to BEDOK reservoir
at night.
under the full moon
and stood at this place especialy for pple
who wan to emo2 or for couples.
haha
basically, we can see the sunset.
and we can see the whole water.
realllllly cool.
another one of boyf's random places to go
besides ISTANA
and ALL THE PARKS IN SINGAPORE.
:)

do u know?
that
i slept from 130pm to 6pm
just now?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaahh
damn shiok.

FROM school cannot sleep.
cos must do the drawing thing.
den went back home straight den
BAM!
alll the way.

"im going to die. bye."
tats wat i send to boyf.
den woke up aedy. called him
and
"u woke up aedy? ALHAMDULILLAH."

ASSSSHOLE.
heeeeheeee

and yday was the ferst time
anyone accompanied me on the fone till i slept.
till i was not consious.
AT ALL.
just cos i was damn scared of the ghosts yday.
awwwwh
SHO SHWEEEEEEEEEEET AH
my mr boyfriend

da lah macam budak2 chicky club member.
hahahah!

ehhhh
i watched
WANTED AND HANCOCK ALREADYYYYYYY
next up
: DARK KNIGHT.
sape punye choice lagi?
si dia laaaaah
haha

den now, busy calling2 pple for orders
FAMOUS AMOS COOOOKIES
da last day seh besok.

so far, only 5 orders.
including mine.
heh

but whatever,
i made the effort.
:)

do u know that?
me and boyf is soo freakingly in love
den like
as if we just fall in love sia
like we just become bfgf for like wat?
one week?
haha
satu hari tak jumpe, mabok rindu sehhhhhh
gilaaaa

he lah!
his fault.
mcm sweet nak mampos.
irritating.
hahaha

den just now, NUR AZHAR memberku sehidup sampai mati
accompanied me to school.
macam biasa.
dia memang selalu gila!
hahaha
thanks for that gummm
and ketawaS sampai aku sakit perot nak berak.
heheeee
:)

to francis
wat happened?
to us?
:(

tmr
photoshoot.
wiit azri and mad and sham
at dunno where

its FRIDAY TMR
:)
saturday is going to come
silaat
and fanah shidadaaaa eric francis bbq fuchunsec
and of course
F U N
cant wait cant wait!
:D

to boyf:
nak pegi clubbbbbb!!!!!
heeheeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:)
i love you lah.
my "one week old boyf" yang chicky club member just cos he is so cheeeeky
and tak kasi girlfren die pergi club
den pastu tak hisap rokok lagi sebab die kate sayang girlfren punye pasal
den yang sweet nak mampos macam orang gila
and ive proved it to you kan?!?!!?
tat i can do the takraw. woooh
amacam
team member pe?
teros champion nye lahhhh
steady. k, set eh?
heeheeee
the *bebual world moment*
k shuddddup.
eh, im like talking to myself.
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
kk.
awak!
..........
takde papeeeeee
hohohhhhohhhhooooo
<3>

and we gt exchange loveletters tat day
and
boy does alot of pple wana read
and said
"i wana learn how to write loveletter also"
brother lah
anyhow wana read oni.
haha

LOVElife!

LOVElife @ 8:54 PM