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Thursday, October 16, 2008

thank you, for the tags.
it made me wana have my second break down.

so, yes. i settled everything.
wit aisyah and hakim.
broke down heavily in front of them.
inside library lagi, dgn hingus all.
omg, sungguh unglamourous lor.
hah

so i promised hakim, i'll go on sunday.
but at 3.
will be going wit him.
we'll see how it goes.

isa gave me a surprise msg just now.
we talked, a while.
but yeah, i managed to hide.
but haiyaa. finally i luahkan at hakim.
so okay, zaf, dun be sad. i cried seh wen i read ur msg u sent at my hp.

:(

and i read ain's post like thrice.
and im so touched.

but seriously, was it me?
who went over sensitive?
hmmmmm
okay, idk.

lets just hope i wont cry on sunday.
i love you guys, u know tat rite?

:(

so sch was okay.
i was nearly late!
luckily the lecture is 1010, so tat means i have until 1020
and i clocked in at 1015.
phew!

today, got ready in pink. just cos natdear asked me to.
and look wat happened now?

none.
nothing turned out.
sedih nak mampos okay.

:(

haiz.

but on the brighter side, i WAITED FOR THE BOYF, FOR ONE HOUR.
tats wat u get to willingly wait.
instead of 2 hours, its just one hour.
alhamdulillah.

so, there we were, in the lib and thinking wats our next plan will be.
omg, i cant stop looking at him.
its been ages! since we met.
okay, not ages, but it seems like it!
hah

so we ate!

mcm nthg else we can do. hah
cos like, we have this thing abt spending money on food is better than spending for anything else.
hah

GOSHHHH! I FEEL LIKE EATING LEI. SERIOUSLY!!
BUT I PROMISED MYSELF! NOT TO EAT ANYMORE!!!
ITS HARD, I TELL YOU.
I JUST WANA MUNCH SMTHG.
I WANA EEEAAAAATTTT!!
aiyah, depression already la.

:(

french was unexpectedly boring.
cos of the teacher laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
bad choice of teacher.
gahhhhhhh
i hate tat class.

but somehow, the students managed to make it lively.
cos we seriously repeat every french word tat came out of his mouth.
hah
but omg la!
the ica is difficult lor
so many role plays for french
and!!

we have to choose a french name for ourselves and
in tat class, we have to call each other using our french name tat we chose
how cooool!! is tat?!

i tink its really cool lor!
i'll choose the really cool one.
hah

hmmm
so okay, tmr friday.
and i sooo cant wait to meet the boyf la
the few hours just now is sooooo not enuf lor.

and saturday!
LAGGGGIII!!!! CANNOT WAIT
jalan raya wit evg! heh

and sunday, omg.
madr exam. haven even start studying ahh
arab somemore. sioooooowwww

im chatting wit carolina
and he is fucked up wit his boyf.
haizz
this is wat u get if u have an ns boyf.
the time spent wit u will forever be not enough and fights will always occur on how the time shld only be spent wit the gfs wen u have the 2 days break.
well, the gfs only need the boyf's attention wen they are out.
obviously. cos they will soo be missing them for tat 5 days.
haizz

and azri is not wearing songkok on saturday.
and im like, soooo tak puas hati lor.
the boys these days like dun bother to wear the songkok for hari raya this year.
tats wat i observed anyway.
sedih kan?

I WANT FOOOOOOD!!!!
:(
miserable seh. tak boleh makan.

but wana lose weight mahh
omg, i feel like cring now.
just cos im soo stressed.
nak makan, tapi takot makin gemok.
alaaaamaaaaaaak
ni sume the boyf's fault la.
so kecik for wat? make me look so big only. tsk

k, i need to pee.
bye!

ily no matter how much sweeter i am.
ily tats why i did wat i did.
ily. get it?

LOVElife @ 9:49 PM