its my story.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ive made it private.
cos

some makcik2 kpo had been telling mama abt the pics i took la
and asked her abt mizan.
like wth.
no life.
abe anak2 die, die tak tau.
pls lor, i have came across many of mama's frens who posted pics wit their boyf lor.
and some hugging2 somemore la. asshole seh.
den wana complain abt me. tsk

so, yea, watever to tat.

sat and sunday was awesome.
have i mentioned?
it was awesome.
my first time wit dedel and and i tink he's okay.
i had fun. yes, no doubt.
they are my bunvh of pple wat.
of course i had the awesome-est fun ever.

:)

school is nice too.
oh today i talked to saifuddin. this new kid.
it was nice. he's so friendly.

and school was yea, okay.
still the same. emily was there. and blaaaaahhhhhhhh

hmm i dunno wat to wear for tmr.
school i mean,
yea, not like its a special day or what.
but, seriously, i just dunno wat to wear.
dots.

oh and bringing laptop and using it in class is such a chore lor.
omg.
i soooo prefer hardcopy.
gahhhhh
even john thought so too.
stupid ahh.

something slipped out of my mind.
shit.

oh, its soo stressful to be the camp coordinators i tell u.
its soo frustrating.
have to think of alot of stuff.
felt like giving up lor.
its just so time consuming and energy draining.
and guess wat la. its just 3 weeks away till the big day.

and i sooo dun want any cock ups
omgggggg
i hate this situation.

im sooo not gg to do this anymore in the future man.

im not looking forward for tmr. but at the same time, i am
get it?

im off.

i wana be with you.
im not mad at you, im never mad at you.
i love you.
lets see if u have smthg planned out for me
cos if u dun, emily will be gg out wit me.
i love you awak.
and i miss you badly.
i miss you so much.
yes, i did cried
can u feel how much i missed you?

LOVElife @ 6:37 PM