its my story.

funeral
Sunday, December 21, 2008

silat yday was awesome.
as usual. yes.

wah i tell you. i panceeeeettt siaaa
breathless like siow. and its only the warm up la pls.
hahah

den did the normal runs.
wahhh sehhhhh
but all okay ah cos laugh here laugh there.
den just run. den ta daaaah did it already.
best.

den played a game.
and of course, as usual.
my team always win. hahah
standard siaaaaa

cool kape.
:)
heh

den FUNfunfunfunfunfun
next week abang an will take training.
gereeeek kape.
oh wait
tat is equals to = death
cos his pt is all NS standard one.
just see his body la

den all of us also will become like him already
cant waiiiiiit
hehhehehehhhhh

and den went back. had lunch wit the boyf.
while we were eating, he told me tat his heart was beating fast.
like unusually fast. and he felt bad already.

den one minute later, ayat called. telling him tetek's mum just passed away.
both of us were speechless.
it was sooo freaking sudden.
appetite also gone already.
den went his house to change den straightaway take cab to tetek's house.
all his fren's were there already.

and this is my first time, seeing boys, got together and sad and trying to make him feel better and trying to contact everyone else to come down and making plans to meet up later at nite to stay over wit tetek to show that they are there to make him feel better.

cos tats just wat friends will do.

i was there to witness it all.
it was also my first time following the family to see the burial.
my first time looking at a proper burial. LIVE.
it was ..............
sad. and scary.

goshh one day im going to be in tat hole too.

i was the only girl in tat whole bunch of 20 plus guys.
and i still feel good. cos they made me like one of them.
but not offering a cigg of course.
they called me "ma'am"
hee

:)

but i didnt follow them till night.
just dun wana bother their boys night out.
hmm

so the next day, sunday.
went to orang kahwin and bf's (atuk) house.

yknow, usually wen we go to orang kahwin we will always wear baju kurung rite?
so today, i dun feel like wearing one. but i wore smthg long also la.
yknow, just to blend in with the long dresses.
so i wore this.

oh and father and the two kids wore smart.
i like~~

okay, so back to story.
den wen i reached tat place.
wah sehhhhh
even the makcik2 also wear pants wit blouses too.
i was quite shocked actually.
cos like. i thought its always the traditional baju kurung.

man, imagine if next time.
funeral, people wear like that.
goshh it will look weird.

pple dun wana wear their traditional clothing anymore is it?
:(

so after tat, went to bf's house.
ate more foood. yummmmm
den slept awhile.
cos tummy too full.
bloated like siow.

went home and listened to the NOBODY
ohhh yes, im stuck.
:)

outdated pics.

and I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, dah.
nites.

i miss laughing wit you boy.

LOVElife @ 10:19 PM